come what may

Wednesday, March 4

Jesus said to them,
"Fill the waterpots with water."
And they filled them up to the brim.
-John 2:7

some how, this verse has been
at the back of my mind for awhile.
i stand amazed at the obedience of the servants

after being in school for about fifteen years
homework bores me
extra activities tire me
the mundane life just depresses me

yet,
although these servants who
- were ranked the lowest
- had to suffer in silence
however overbearing their masters were
- were doing the same old things each day

still did they jobs to their fullest ability!

not only did they
obey Jesus's seemingly absurd command,
they filled the pots
TO THE BRIM
they gave Jesus the best effort they could

and that
makes me wonder
what has he called me to do?
makes me ponder
am i still on it?

how often, i start on smth without really accomplishing it
and even if i did,
it wasnt whole heartedly
somehow or another
implications butt in
my efforts die premature

im grateful that God isnt like me

He who has begun the good work in me
WILL complete it till the day of His coming

"God's faithfulness endures to all generations"

so,
wheres the commitment
wheres the passion

i really actually want to give my best
i really actually want to end it strong and well.

"For nothing is impossible with God"
-Luke 1:37

prayer makes things happen

-4:37:00 AM
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