come what may

Saturday, September 13

one more thing,
today i had fun playing
thanks to those who made it possible
:)

however,
info came to me that some ppl didnt play
and it was because they didnt like
the one man show others portrayed.

the sad thing that got me:
"caps ball not fun"
"why, cause yall never run right"
"no space! depot walk more fun"

sorry to say,
i had also once longed for a bigger place like depot walk's
we couldnt play capsball because they were too few girls
girls didnt like to play because they cldnt get the ball
i blamed it on the space constrains

but what my dad say one day changed my thinking
he said, "church too small whose fault, God's fault la?"
so ashamed of myself
:(

why compare?

i know many ppl now think its better at depot
and i used to want to do my best to make them feel happy here
so they will stay
i didnt want to lose people to depot
but now,
i feel why should i try to make them stay?
we are still the same depot or amk
brothers and sisters in christ

this is their source of irritation;
AA people
but why expect everything to go smoothly according to own expectations?
Uncle David's 3rd point,
give our rights and expectations to God
why not expect just the experience of fellowship
one man shows can spice up the fun
:D

come on do your part
it take 2 hands to clap
play and mark the players la

want things to make a turn?
to change?
start doing something

stop and stare
sit and wait
i know you can do better

-8:29:00 AM
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