come what may

Saturday, August 23

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother,
"What will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me

Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera

When i was just maturing
I asked God,
"How should i serve?
Should i do this work, should i do that?"
Here's what he said to me

"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct they paths."
-Proverbs 3:5-6

'God made the moon as well as the sun;
and when He does not see fit to grant us the sunlight,
He means to guide our steps by moonlight.'

that was random
:)

so i found out that
what i posted abt when i was younger was a whole load of crap.. hm
xD

actually im not all that matured yet
today uncle andrew re-asked a question:
what are you willing to pay for leadership?

its similiar to asking the million $ question:

what are you willing to pay to be a child of God?

of course it was by grace that we are children of God
but youve got to WANT to call him abba father
and what exactly does it mean,
to you?

to the former question,
nat(nut) answered:
"im willing to give up everything
willing to give up all
the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak
but if u ask abt willingness,
im willing to give up all
but of course it must come by the strength of the Lord."

i see him as a great encouragement.

my first response was:
huh?
never thought about it.
erm not prepared to give up anything YET..
but after some thought
although i cannot say that i will 100% ensure you i will do
what i hope to when the need arises
i am willing to give my life
i am willing to have 'no life'
it means loneliness to me

and i fear that
:)
and as nat says, its through God's strength

quote of encouragement for the day:
(PS: read it more than once to grasp its full meaning)

"A life watered by the tears of tragedy and suffering
Often becomes the most fertile soil for spiritual growth."

-1:20:00 AM
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