come what may

Saturday, August 23

HOPE
is a belief in a positive outcome
related to events and circumstances in one's life.
Hope implies a certain amount of despair,
wanting, wishing, suffering or perseverance
— i.e. believing that a better or positive outcome is possible
even when there is some evidence to the contrary.

nat(jie), i found my emotion
it was disappointment.
but i was glad for it after thought
because it wasnt anger
which i felt just last week
:)

im learning to be quick to listen
slow to speak
slow to be angry
i hope i succeed
:D

what was supposed to be encouragement for others
became an encouragement for me
in my last post i dedicated:
"A life watered by the tears of tragedy and suffering
Often becomes the most fertile soil for spiritual growth."
to all
but today,
as i felt each millimetre the drop took off my face
and i thought:
"how much does it take?"
the sentence came into mind
so i have fertile soil!
:D

also, i thought of the verse clau and i wrote to maggie

"and my God shall supply all your need
according to His riches
in glory by Christ Jesus"
-Phil 4:19

it always disturbed me that the word 'need' is singular
i guess deep in everyone's life
there is this very ONE thing that the person yearns
and needs, to fill him/her
i think mine is hope
hope is really just all i need

and of course
it always leads back to God
i have my hope:)
do you?

-5:15:00 AM
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