come what may

Tuesday, July 29

"dont think you very smart"
"dont try and be smart"
-parents

huh?!
from even before a kid is born, parents read to the mothers stomachs so that their unborm child get a head start in life
they learn EVEN BEFORE they are born
then when they learn their first word, its a miracle!
they go "wah! so clever!!"
then they send the kid to school; dreaded for the dull mood, celebrated for the friends made/fun had
then they sent kids to extra classes, tuition dede dah dah
and drive their kids to study hard to achieve outstanding grades
to be a smart and intelligent kid
and ironically
those phrases right at the top perpetually hangs by the side of their mouths (translation from chinese)

like huh??!

actually,
doesnt mean youre the parent
youre the life giver
YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
everyone can make mistakes
and its everyone's mistake to point it out(?)

my life long dream is to be the best friend to my child.

ive heard my heart shatter of disappointment literally
and i wonder: but... is it revenge?

-6:33:00 AM
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